I thought you had changed

Mom, I thought you said you would try
but now I sit awake and cry

You’re not really there
though you say you care

Mom, I thought you said you miss me
But you are not who you said you would be

Do you care I feel
This can’t be real

Mom, you are a liar
My heart burns with fire

I thought you loved your baby
I don’t really know but maybe

I wish you could learn to learn
Because for you my heart does yearn

Mom, you make me feel like my heart is dead
Some say, get over it, but harder done than said

Although I know I love you
Thinking of it makes me blue

Mom, I think it is best for my heart
To love you from a far distance apart